Devotion 9- Please help me grow my faith

Feeling and Questions
Anger that the Lord is not answering prayers; resentment the Lord has not given me what I want; cynical that the Lord will deliver; Why won’t You answer my prayers.

DEVOTION
I asked the Lord that I might grow 
In faith and love and ev’ry grace, 
Might more of His salvation know, 
And seek more earnestly His face. 

‘Twas He who taught me thus to pray, 
And He, I trust, has answered prayer,
But it has been in such a way 
As almost drove me to despair. 

 I hoped that in some favored hour 
At once He’d answer my request 
And, by His love’s constraining pow’r, 
Subdue my sins and give me rest. 

Instead of this, He made me feel 
The hidden evils of my heart 
And let the angry pow’rs of hell 
Assault my soul in ev’ry part. 

Yea, more with His own hand He seemed 
Intent to aggravate my woe, 
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed, 
Humbled my heart and laid me low. 

“Lord, why is this,” I trembling cried; 
“Wilt Thou pursue Thy worm to death?” 
“’Tis in this way,” the Lord replied, 
“I answer prayer for grace and faith.” 

“These inward trials I employ 
From self and pride to set thee free 
And break thy schemes of earthly joy 
That thou may’st find thy all in Me.” 


Those who seek in me diligently, find me.” (Proverbs 8:17)

If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it. (John 14:14)

Source- J. R Packer, Knowing God