Deep desire to be healed; Yet unsure of God’s plan; Are you going to heal me? How can I be sure you are with me?
I want so desperately to be healed. While I know “thy will be done” intellectually, I feel emotionally out of sync with You. Please help me know and accept that You can and have healed! Please help me remember You made the blind see; the paralysed walk; and the dead breath. Finally let me realize that in addition to healing my body, You will heal my heart and restore my soul.
For this people's heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.' (Matthew 13:15)
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am God; I will strengthen you, I will help you ; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. ( Isaiah 41:!0)
Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; ( Jeremiah 17:14)
Source- Waking the Dead, James Eldridge