Lack of Trust; Betrayal; How can I trust you when you have thrown me this cancer curveball?
Lord, for years I have heard that as Christians we should trust in the Lord. Yet I am feeling betrayed. So help me reclaim trust in You. Help me reclaim and rekindle my faith. Let me escape from my fears by running to Jesus. Let my actions of prayer, study, meditation, Christian community etc embrace You and Your word. Help me envision a future with You so that I will know there is comfort, hope and peace. Let me trust that You have a plan and that my cancer is part of this plan. AS John Piper said, Let me not waste my Cancer! Let me use it for your good! In Christ name, I pray. Amen
For God so love the World, that He gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16)
Though He slay me, I will hope in Him. (Job 13:15)